Why...?

Why you brake me ?
Why can´t I love ?
Why can´t I love me and stop hate me ?
Why I am so ridiculous ?
Why did the pain break me down ?
Why can I get over this ?
Why is this life so exhausting ?
Why can I be happy and all is fine ?
Why I am so lonely ?
Why can´t I fix my broken soul ?
Why can´t I feel you ?
Why become my dreams not true ?

Thousand questions in my head and heart...
And on the end I know the answers because...
It´s ME and my life and I will life how the best I can.

but will I be me ? Sometimes not...